Suenz Corner

Silence…

 Wordless..

I couldn’t find a word to describe my boxed up emotions. It’s a mixture of “happy with dissapointment”, “sad but relieved”, “pity and thankful”. Such complex emotions which I have gone through ever since I found my complicated self. It is indeed really hard to express emotions when I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. It’s such a grey area… which makes sense why people could laugh & cry at the same time. An intricate emotion, where human can be crying out happy tears, or laughing out loud for sorrowness. The only definite feeling I am feeling is “Acceptive”.

~ You have touched my Heart, You have touched my Soul & now you got to go… ~

.SuenZ.

BACK!

After about a week’s visit to Cambodia and Angkor Wat. Interesting experience for my taste bud and eyes as as the culture there is totally different from Malaysia, but more or less quite alike to Thailand. A much hotter and more humid country compared to Malaysia. Maybe it is just the season that I am in there is hot. Was in Phnom Penh with relatives for few days before making our way to Angkor Wat, Siem Reap. Was enjoying in Siem Reap for 3 days and one of the day fully reserved for Angkor Wat. Took quite a lot quick shots with my new lense :-) Mostly are just point and shoot pictures.

When I reached Malaysia, I had quite some dissapointment with the 8gb San Disk Extreme 3 when I was trying to copy the files. It was corrupted in a way that few card readers couldnt read it, nor my camera. Had ERR CF!!! Luckily I manage to rescue the files with RescuePro, a program that comes together with the CF card. Just had a thought, that San Disk might have already known that the CF has potential problems which is why it came with the Rescue Pro program? Anyway, glad most of the pictures are recovered though quite a lot of them is corrupted Will be editing and posting it soon. One for preview

Performers resting @ Angkor Wat.

SuenZ

Who would know there could be so many turnings in life with unpredictable junctions?

I wish I could know the signs even before reaching one, rather then reaching a dead end and realised there’s no turning. A lot of things could have failed me till a certain point I felt it is a karma, but I know that I must be strong enough to face it. Life is cruel in fact that it is true that one’s decision can never make everyone happy nor it could satisfy everyone. It could mean sadness and dissapointments that people will needs to go through, but it is important that after a period of time we need to learn that it is just part of life and we still need to learn to be happy and optimistic. Taking things openly and thinking from different dimension, it could be the best decision ever made though not for you individually, but in bigger picture.

Learn to accept, Learn to be receptive, Learn to be optimistic, Learn to see the bigger picture and most importantly, Learn to be Happy! At this particular point of time, I realised I could have changed in certain ways of viewing things. It may seems like a laid-back attitude, but deep inside, it is just mustering a particular skill - learn to let go. I would like to thank my own acting skills which may covered up on what I felt. Anyway, life couldnt get any worse.. I’m looking up now!

Oh yeah, I just spent a great deal on lenses, dry box and filters last weekend. Got a Sigma 18-200mm F3.5-6.3 DC OS and Canon 50mm 1.8 F1.8. I love the Sigma lens. Although it could perform at it’s best for indoor shots, but outdoor shooting fits the purpose of All-In-One. Definitely a good travelling lens which I will bring to Cambodia. Test shots!

SuenZ

Just joint in to HP SEA in the Service Quality Unit team for just about 2 weeks. Felt a little  sad that I left Microsoft team, and I kinda missed my job talking to Aussies everyday! Oh well, I guess maybe because it is horrible taking escalations cases from SEA and you-know-who will complain most.. Goodness.. 

Anyway, just last Sunday me and my mates from photokaki travelled to an elephant sanctuary at Kuala Gandah, Pahang. Saw a lot of orphan elephants, elephants that is healing from tiger attack and those elephants that are left by the group or trapped ones. Really poor thing when you see some of them and their state. There’s even one elephant without tail after surviving from a tiger attack! Borrowed AG’s G9 to take some shots….

Some “orang asli” or also known as the aborigines is HERE.

Black and white version of the pictures is HERE.

 Feel free to drop a comment, Cheers!

A little space for Lee who wants me to mention that he has been moody only for today. Ok Lee, done

SuenZ

Back kicking today and I’m gonna fall dead in my bed soon! It’s FRIIIIIDAY!

Well, pretty interesting day, and I simply have one quote to put up here “Observe, Listen & Think!”. Questions on what is this all about? Just simple answer, if you would really love to learn more in life, just “Observe, Listen & Think!”. Guess sometimes in life there are pretty much things that you can learn by simply applying this 3 words.

Anyway, I’ve tried something interesting today. Trying to make a 2008 calender going by month. Did first 3 and it seems pretty good. Have yet to try printing it though. Here it is, TADAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Just one for preview

** and yeah… this is one of my favorite pictures I have of Silky!!!

SuenZ

Been really moody these days… People says an apple a day keeps the doc away. I would say pet your pet a day and keeps depression away! Well, I guess it is somewhat proven as well scientifically? Anyway, at least it does really makes me feel much better by petting my beloved doggy! A lot of times it also locks up the troubles away when she is around me keeping me accompany. Took some time off today and took pictures of Silky. Here are some which I really love and more over my photo gallery.

SuenZ.