Suenz Corner

I lost focus & appetite lately…

Couldnt concentrate at what I’m doing and my mind end up wandering into the space. Ordered food which I would want to eat, but could not finish it. Tried sleeping, but ended up staring blankly into the space. Wondering what happened to myself, but just ended up wandering. Questions just keeps boggling in my mind with no answers. Having stuffy nose and watery eyes… think I am just falling sick now actually =P

Read a very interesting article in Sunday Star paper last week. Love Vs Lust and how to differentiate them. They are very similar in a way, but in long term, the differences tells. 

.SuenZ.
 

It’s not suppose to end up like this, a journey with no destination.
Yet I kept walking… and walking on a road aimlessly wishing for it to come to an end. Wishing that I would end in a paradise of a happy ending, but forseeing that it may be just too good to just remain just as a dream. What hurts the most, was being so close, yet so far. Looking into your eyes, looking into your dreams, trying to guess the possibility if it would ever comes true. Just like dealing with a set of cards, betting on the game.

How long more would my journey be, I do not know. Yet a smile could always crack from the corner of my lips without fail…
Hoping & Wishing for the best…

-SuenZ-

I just watched a movie recently, The Secret. I really like it, getting slight euphoria after watching it. Maybe psychologically it makes my mind feels happier. Life is never bad unless you wanted it to, and I believe in that too. There was a period of time in my life when I kept thinking to myself “How lucky I am!”. Good things, unexpected happy events unfold by itself and I kept on thinking the same thing over and over again “How Lucky I Am!” =) This went on for years that I kept thinking the same thing, but it is also possible that I always set my expectation to the lowest possible. Anything beyond that surprises me.. makes my heart beat a little. One quote which comes across:  

“Take the first step in faith. You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step.” -Dr.Martin Luther King Jr.

I really like what it says. A good example that says that we will never be able to see our whole life drawn in a map, the path to take to reach the destination or even about the journey along it. The main recipe is to always take the first step, focus on the goal and take the opportunity that comes along. Side recipe, enjoy the journey, be happy & always nurturing positive attitude in life to align to the goal =) Sometimes I really cant wait to taste the end, but life will be a long journey.

 Choose to be happy. Choose the positive outlook of life. You can choose Your Life!

One of my favourites picture from Cambodia trip =)

.SuenZ.

Take time to realize
That your warmth is
Crashing down on me
Take time to realize
That I am on your side
Well didn’t I, didn’t I tell you
But I can’t spell it out for you
No it’s never gonna be that simple
No I can’t spell it out for you

If you just realize
What I just realized
That we’d be perfect for each other
And we’ll never find another
Just realize
What I just realized
We’d never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now

Take time to realize
Oh oh, I’m on your side
Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you
Take time to realize
This could all pass you by
Didn’t I tell you
But I can’t spell it out for you
No it’s never gonna be that simple
No I can’t spell it out for you

…….

Just a very sad evening…

SuenZ